Posting silly things from Airports / on a plane / and back at home / in a hospital/ to this forum ; the last few days. Like usual I guess.
My younger sister took our Mother to the hospital in an ambulance on Saturday. I wasn't home. I brought my mother to live with my family this past March.
So, after days of tests, she has congestive heart failure. She is 77 years. Had triple bypass 6 years ago, and the doctors at Brigham&Women's in Boston at that time said anything after 5 years from then would be a gift.
I don't think she's coming home. She doesn't think she's coming home. She's not.
I don't know why I'm writing this here @ 1:46 am EST. But what the hell. We"ve been re-arranging things in the house to make her yet more comfortable when she gets home, but she's not coming. Silly.
Odd to be 50 years -old and realize you won't be anyone's child soon. That you'll have no parents. Silly.
Don't know why I'm writing this, except I don't know how to fix this. But I arrange things in the house anyway... move another chair here, T.V. there. Silly.
Her cat is sleeping in her rocker. He is knowledgable. He's an animal. They know.
My brothers and sisters up in Newport booked emergency passage. We were once 11 kids, well the Irish!
But 9 now, two died from war injuries and buried with my Father at the National Veterens Cementary on Cape Cod. I don't know where Mom's going to go, but she'd like to be there with my Dad and my brothers.... but no. She cannot.
I don't suppose I could get her into Arlington near where we live. I wonder where the wives and mothers, or husbands, of dead Veterens are allowed to go. To what consecrated National ground do they go?
....back to the hospital this morning for a conference.... we'll see.
The woods are lovely dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
My younger sister took our Mother to the hospital in an ambulance on Saturday. I wasn't home. I brought my mother to live with my family this past March.
So, after days of tests, she has congestive heart failure. She is 77 years. Had triple bypass 6 years ago, and the doctors at Brigham&Women's in Boston at that time said anything after 5 years from then would be a gift.
I don't think she's coming home. She doesn't think she's coming home. She's not.
I don't know why I'm writing this here @ 1:46 am EST. But what the hell. We"ve been re-arranging things in the house to make her yet more comfortable when she gets home, but she's not coming. Silly.
Odd to be 50 years -old and realize you won't be anyone's child soon. That you'll have no parents. Silly.
Don't know why I'm writing this, except I don't know how to fix this. But I arrange things in the house anyway... move another chair here, T.V. there. Silly.
Her cat is sleeping in her rocker. He is knowledgable. He's an animal. They know.
My brothers and sisters up in Newport booked emergency passage. We were once 11 kids, well the Irish!
But 9 now, two died from war injuries and buried with my Father at the National Veterens Cementary on Cape Cod. I don't know where Mom's going to go, but she'd like to be there with my Dad and my brothers.... but no. She cannot.
I don't suppose I could get her into Arlington near where we live. I wonder where the wives and mothers, or husbands, of dead Veterens are allowed to go. To what consecrated National ground do they go?
....back to the hospital this morning for a conference.... we'll see.
The woods are lovely dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep,